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Posted: April 2, 2009 in Uncategorized

 

All I ever…

 by Me

I see the way that he treats you.

The way he talks to you, the things he makes you do

And I see the way you love him

Unconditionally, faithfully but blind

 

I hear the quarrels, the unspoken side of your fights

The whisper you moan while tears fall down your eyes

I hear silence between the beats, I hear something cry

I hear it mourn over the broken pieces, over the biggest lie

 

I smell the fragrance of obscurity and the way you pretend

The rottenness of the words that come out when you attempt to mend

There used to be a truth but I don’t see the point anymore

All I see now is hidden and planted as if there was something, as if there is

 

All I ever wanted is you to notice me, love me (To leave that zero and go with the hero!)

But all I ever see is nothing..

All I ever wanted is you to appreciate everything that I do

But all I ever see is nothing… and everything about you

 

I sense the grief coming next after sorrow which comes after sadness

And from you, I don’t sense any, care or a feeling of distress

How could you be so hard, you could just be my light?

Why would you waste everything, we could just be.. Just be

 

I know we can’t be, I am nothing compared to him

I know this is pointless and dull but this is all I have and all I can hold on to

I know I’m stupid enough to fall for someone like you

But I don’t want to know if you’re just mean enough to let me

 

It hurts when I remember the days I offered my hand

When I offered my shoulders for you to spill your tears on

You whisper a name, not mine, but someone else’s

Probably you wondered why I act like that, now you know

 

All I ever wanted is you to notice me, love me (To leave that zero and go with the hero!)

But all I ever see is nothing..

All I ever wanted is you to appreciate everything that I do

But all I ever see is nothing… and everything about you

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made it in few minutes. I don’t know why  I wrote this type of poem but I just felt to do so.  Was it from my heart or not, I don’t know. Maybe I this is what I feel, maybe not..  And nobody knows :[