why do i feel so dull?

Posted: June 1, 2008 in ego, random-nes
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today is the last day of summer. serves as the transitional phase to the school year. equivalent to earth layer discontinuities. same as the burger patty in a hamburger. the 2 letter D’s in the middle. it’s supposed to be different in a special way. but why is it this dull?

i feel like there are gray clouds forming inside me. heavy wind carrying depressing heat circles my whole body. my mind stays abnormally calm and strangely peaceful. things seem to be so different today than what they were yesterday, and few days ago. is this just psychological or something’s really wrong with my system?

it took me a lot of hours to sleep last night, approximately 5 hours in bed. awake. somehow peaceful but problematic.

apparently, it’s about me and the incoming school year. i can’t really tell what’s bothering me. am i nervous? not really. scared? maybe.. excited. hell no. i am writing out of my consciousness right now. i just key in stuff that come out my mind and chest. i feel so dull.

all i can say, after analyzing this output,, is.. I am definitely not ready yet. whatever might happen. I am not sure if I can work it out. I’m just having a feeling of doubt and trouble, i guess. Anyone please, say something that’ll comfort me.. And will give me strength D:

  1. Jelo says:

    Bukas na first day. Bahala na lang kung ano na ang mangyayari =))

  2. drewey says:

    oonga eh.medyo ready na ako. medyomedyo lang 😛

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